Steps~PinksterTheGreat [9/05/09]

Steps:

By PinksterTheGreat [9/05/09]

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Walking alone ...

Following my own beat.

Moving my hips and legs.

Every step, moves with weights. 

Further I get, the heavier they feel.

Walking through sand and mud.

Damp ground, ankle deep, in my own shit!

Sometimes through green and yellow grass lands.

Other times through lavender flowers, 

and honey suckle flower beds.

Their scented oils, crushing into my bare feet bottoms.

Most of the time. Through black sands and dry earth.

Where am I walking to?

That whole lost to be found feeling. 

Constant in every step.

My hands always at my side. 

Bare palms open. Awaiting someone to grasp them.

Embrace them.

Waiting for you, to walk along side me.

Is that possible?

Or am i suppose to walk alone?

Circles or a straight line?

What is the direction I'm going?

Again. Lost to be found steps.

Instead of staring at my dirty worn feet. 

I stare up.

Endless clouds floating. 

Walking with me.

How I long to be so free as u clouds ...........

Wishing to break into thousand atoms of energy and soar to the Heavens.

Leave behind the material me.

Become more.

Scatter into a million pieces!

Walk with me!

Please take my hand.

Fingers spread awaiting yours to fill the gap.

Feeling only the wind between them.

Do I stop walking?

Do I slow down?

And wait....?

Walking.

Walking.

Walking ....

Sinking into my constant rhythm.

~Pinky~