Jadzea33~22/03/09~..............all alone,

I sit in the dark, all alone.

It is not quiet here.
There are too many screams for that.
from my past they come haunting me
never allowing me peace.
binding my future, keeping me in this place.
I don't know how to silence them, keep them in my past.
when will my future free me?

Jadzea33 21/03/09~Soul In The Dark

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My soul in the dark

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forever to remain

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My soul in bits and tatters

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with no one left to explain

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why it's been scarred and ripped

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my wings ever clipped

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[Jadzea33 21/03/09]

Jadzea33~Reach out...

Reach out and take my hand

guide me past the quicksand

For it is dark and I need your light,

because I scream in the night

I do not know how else to beg, what else do I say

When will you take my hand and tell me it's ok

That the pain will stop, the memories will end

Don't you know I need someone to call a friend?

Jadzea33~Reach out..~19/01/09

Jadzea33~Where are we From?

Where are we from?

Or do we know?

Does it depend on where the wind does come?

Where are you going?

Or do you know?

Does it depend on where the wind is blowing?

just a thought on knowing who you are
[Jadzea33~4/1/09 15:47~Where are we From?]

Jadzea33~Mirror, mirror on the wall...

Ok I'll give a try, just remember you asked for it.

Mirror, mirror on the wall,

who's the fairest of them all?

Is it not me,

can you not see?

All that I hide within,

where do I begin?

There is my music that is so dear,

what in my singing do you hear?

Maybe my soul the notes do make glow,

can you hear me I wish to know?

Sing I do of gifts Christ gave me,

what He did made me see.

Such as to this life I do belong,

I had been oh so wrong.

A birth of a little girl and in her hand,

my past mistakes became so much sand.

Christ did too gift,

a little boy who made my heart lift.

Both they did gave me an open heart,

hope I do we never grow apart.

This is an adaptation I just made from one of my old poems that I did during my really dark writings. An english major would shred this but I think it's as close of a snapshot of me as anyone's going to get at this point (which is still more than I usually give).

Jadzea33~2/1/09 17:57~Mirror, mirror on the wall...