PinksterThe Great~27/02/09~If waiting for me......

PinksterThe Great~27/02/09~If waiting for me......

if waiting for me to love you is something you yearn for , 

well then your wasting your time. 

i am unable to love anything i havent give birth to.

you look at me with longing eyes and all that you see is the reflection of yours.

its an illusion. its farce and cruel. 

i try to show you the truth but your faith in my heart is unworthy.

i am a liar.

i lie to you , i lie to myself.

they say that soul mates are real. yet they fail to mention the loners.

the one meant to wonder, travel and muse others.

their strength lays within their solitude.

vain...it may seem. all it is what we dont want to say.

i know you know.

i know you know.

You only hold on to me cause it feels safe.

your in the lions den, even though you feel like i am a dove wrapping my pale wings around you.

protect you i will. 

hug you i will.

kiss you with my soft untruthful lips i shall.

nourish your soul with my body when you feel weak and jaded i will.

Give my heart to you ...i can not.

forgive me for intertwining my snake like fictions on your soft heart.